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Roxanne Diana. A cheeseball who believes she was a natural-born royalty.
A red-blooded freak by choice, she was born with a burger in her mouth and a knife in her hands. And yes, she's a self-proclaimed Gossip Girl.
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Friday, July 18, 2008
solitude. i feel so lonely, seems like i'm in the middle of a remote island, without someone to talk to, things to play with and the basic needs i need in order to survive this kaleidoscope world [parokya?] it looks as if i'm turning into an introvert na. whatever happened to the old garrulous roxanne? there are so many things bothering my mind right now. my sister even told me a while ago that i'm turning into a geek. a geek. a weirdo. a nerd. an effing geek for pete's sake! am i really becoming one??? all i want is to be normal, in an extraordinary way though. and i'm just trying to be me. someone even told me that i'm too touchy. well, maybe because i'm so fed up with people trying to degrade me. who wants to be belittled anyway? why don't they just say it to my face that i don't deserve to be human because i am as stupid as hell instead of saying irritating things about how silly i am every single day of their effin lives? gah! err. well, whoever you are, if you happen to read this [you know who you are], i feel sorry for you. you are just wasting your time pointing out my flaws, ignoring your own faults and you know what? you're far worse than me. so fuck off! bitch.
anyway, things kind of got a little fortunate yesterday. our preliminary exams were supposed to be on july 14 and 15 but because God so loved me, he sent Helen and suspended the classes on the 5teenth. [ at first i wasn't that happy when i woke up early that morning only to hear from my grams that the classes were suspended bacause i reviewed that night. sayang naman yun di'ba?] so overwhelmed by the illusion that i know every single thing on the test, i slept the whole day. good thing it's really cold that day. the next day, test na! when i woke up, at first i panicked and i felt the urge to cram but then, whatever happens, happens na lang, i told myself. ayun, test na. chem's the first test, and wtf! whatta soul-ripper. akala ko sisiw lang eh. we only have 40 mins for that test. wth wth. i didn't even get the chance to finish it. so i did not expect to get a high grade on that subject. blablabla. the rest of the tests were so easy. but that chem test kept bothering me. waa. so when our teacher gave the result of the test the next day, i got the highest! 83/90. yeah. i didn't even believe it at first so i widened my eyes just to see clearer. HAHAHA. silly me. and i aced english! yey me. this is a good start.
Thought for the day:
Feed your mind and your ass will
follow.
bye for now.Labels: chemis3, helen, prelims, solitude
